Dream Log 3 - The Prom, The Marriage, The Transcendence

“Another night of splendid dreams. If I was a pauper and lived in the streets I would still be blessed if I had such dreams”

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I have 3 of my more potent dreams collected here for you.  Some of these I have tweeted. One I know is totally new.  (~_~)

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The Prom, The Wedding, The Transcendence
Thursday, September 30

This one began in one of my repeating places. The school cafeteria / lunch line / formal dance.

Imagine a prom set in a regal cafeteria but with college spice thrown in.  So I am in line and I am. Paraded through row after row of familiar faces. Some real. Some of the people I only “dream know” know them

So finally I arrive at the cafeteria food counter to pick my food. This I remember quite well. It was a detail feast. The heat lamps made everything a cast of gold. I ended up picking 3 strange meat/glazed pastry type foods. (Anyone remember the young Sherlock Holmes movie.  When they hallucinated about the pastries coming to life :/   )
What was really amusing this time was that I got to enjoy my food. Now I usually never can get to eat my food in dreams. I remember deriving joy from the food, though I never became aware of any taste of the food. 
Next the dream got weird…..
Well after the lunch line. Though by dream time it was night out and the party was in motion. It was beautiful.

The cafeteria main room was decorated in lace with glowing lights. But it was dark like a starry sky. There was dancing and familiars. The place was cavernous. Somehow I realized I was searching for someone that I loved :/   Yet try as I might I could get to her through crowd.

And then it was as if a veil had been pulled back! And I realized that this woman never returned my feelings and probably thought me a joke.  I can recall if she was a real person or if it was just dream memories of the unreal.

It was like having water thrown on me. I realized I was in a Dream! Had I achieved lucid dreaming? It was like my heart was pounding super fast! I swirled around in amazement. Then I wanted to will myself to wake up but I couldn't.  I didn't know how.

Simultaneously I felt scared that one should do such things like it would destroy a universe.

So I resigned myself to stay in the dream. No idea how time was passing or even if it did. Dream time is so weird like that.  1 minute can pass or 100 years…. 

Ah but before me on the dance floor stood an Amazon of a woman. Beautiful, other worldly and towering over me. Maybe 7 ft tall. So of course I hugged her in embrace. Grabbed her booty double handed and asked her to marry me. (O.o) It was that abrupt. Including the feelings of love, rightness… all of that marvelous mix.  I was surprised I was not spurn, she accepted me as if she had been always waiting for it.

The scene switched to me carrying her to the marriage bed! I figure it was to consummate the marriage. I did carry her. She clung to my chest and it was odd. Despite her stature I did carry her quiet easily.

So I lay her down on the bed. But things had become weirder as this happened. 

It appeared as if I was in a large ritual and ceremony.  There were candles all around like thousands.  The room lilting and shaded.  Lace and goldish print everywhere. There were lines of people in white robes, with a Priest or Guide by the marriage bed. Holding a large tome in his arms, also beckoning like a person presenting for his Master to precede him through a door.

It felt as if an ancient rite and by doing this thing it would alter me in some way. That it might claim my life. I remember a feeling of deep melancholy over me. My lady lay on the bed beckoning me. I was aroused by her magic but also scared.

Then I entered her.

And the whole world disassembled itself. I was sent out of body. Transformed... (._.)

Has anyone ever seen the movie Dune? When paul drunk of the water of life he went on a transcendent journey that changed him. It was like that, with montages of far places. Desert places, and Space time. like I was Paul of dune.


I remember coming to awareness in bed some time later... and I remember it now. I was weak as a baby but the priest man leaned in and told me a year passed.  But he also told me that I had made it, I passed. And that was all.

Passed? A test? A ritual? I don't know. But I awoke after that. Disturbing but enchanting. I was lucid at one point but maybe it was a faux awareness of the dream as I still had no control in the end.  The water of life? Damn (._.) I took the worm trip through my dream wife. .... that's one for the record books.





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Can not find my way home
9:59 AM Sept 11th

ALRIGHT folks! Last nights dreams were just a bit past scary....

This dream revolved around a strange light switch that could alter reality and time…. And let me tell you there was a facet of horror surrounding this premise that had me severely rattled the entire dream.

I ended up going back in time to change some event. This would further mess up my timeline. It wasn’t always time travel though. Sometimes it was reality alteration.

In one instance, it was Christmas but a terrible thing kept happening, and each time a changed it another terrible thing happen. So many rules, each one you stepped across to try to fix it, made things worse.

At one point I was stuck in the altered reality of an altered reality so I had to give up and try to make the best of what I had. I cried bad. This prospect destroyed me.

It is like getting lost in a maze where you thought you knew where the entrance was so you could backtrace, but turn around and it was gone. And no matter how long you try to get back to the path just behind you it would only get you more lost.

All the other travelers except me forgot what happened in the end. I remember a terrible feeling of despair. Like loosing your way, and not being able to fix. And no one knew something was wrong.

At one point a change radiated out from the switch changing everything into ancient China-like lands. Even though we ran, drove, etc. Couldnt escape the change wave. It was hard to describe that change in detail. Like a warping of reality and then there was a ancient Chinese city, with canals and giant constructs all around.

Forgot the second dream cause first was so disturbing. It involved trying to escape from my family home, and I remember my brother chasing after me as I jumped gates and danger was right behind us both. I remember feeling agile and the ease at which we jumped over the fences was incredible.

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The Great Hunt
September ???

(This is an odd “not really” two parter, but a connect series of dreams that sometimes reoccur.)
This dream was like a fantasy quest. Your standard fellowship of the ring long quest.

Me and my team were some sort of legendary heroes and our job was to take out an assortment of evil beings.

One took place in a city under siege by creatures not unlike zombies. And some of the people hid on top of our houses. While we fought it out in nightmarish streets.

Another was a battle on a highway at High SPEEEDS! We then had to duke it out on a semi-trailer truck while it plowed through other cars on the highway.

The next one after that was a battle in a subterranean layer. I don’t remember about much of the battles before that, just the vague points I wrote down, but this subterranean cavern was like something out of the Journey to the Center of the earth. Fire and Lava venting on some corners. Huge fields of stalagmites and stalactites. Gas gushing out of vents. And large bridgelike structures. This battle took place against creatures that were rocklike and also were also supple like oily dirt at times. At this point I had strange rubbery qualities to my body, like an elongating supper hero. They compressed on my body and it was as if I was being singed and solidified. With a rocky scab / cancer coating my arms. Then they broke off and I flailed it off and I was rubbery again.
I never really remember defeating any of the evils it just skipped to the next scene.

The next was us infiltrating a school. Elementary. With me as a wizard. Not dressed as a wizard, but as a real wizard with spells. By dream knowledge I knew it.
My male assistant then took my arm and became a female wizard. Which elicited a raised eyebrow from me. He didn’t even act like it was a weird think.
She put a hat on her head and it then conformed to her head. Shrinking. Very surreal moment. Then she took my arm tighter as we strolled in. That was the end of the dream as I remember it.
The incident involving this school appeared sometimes later. With me as a student at the school. The thing I remember about the damn school is its haunting long white halls. And sometimes I am a teacher or student. Sometimes the children are high school or elementary age. Weird it is like the same one I had from the invasion of the superheroes I posted a while back.

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